Sometimes I will want to drink medium sweet white wine. I don't know when or why. I feel stressed and tired from work so then I will drink a glass or two. I stop at 3 glasses, but it depends on how full of a glass I pour.
My mom is afraid of alcohol. She thinks it will force her to become addicted with one sip. She can tolerate the idea of me drinking, though. Maybe because she does not see me do it as often as I do. There are people that drink even more than I do, mom.
I think about how I have no life experience. I don't even drive. I feel strongly that driving will answer all my questions about life. I have met people that have done a lot of travelling and they seem to have expertise on important things such as currency exchange and how not to get scammed by locals.
I am drinking a glass of $8 toro bravo merlot. it has a smoky taste and a creamy aftertaste. The next glass I will drink my $19 bottle albert bichot 2018 bourgogne pinot noir. It is more sour, but again light bodied. The description reads "Flattering nose with an appealing palette of fruity aromas (blackcurrant, redcurrant, plum). Fleshy and balanced on the palate with oaked notes and a pleasing finish."
I am wondering if it's possible to write a sex scene without using swears.
I am again scared to touch my hair.
I have all these pencils and ink pens but I keep thinking I will never make anything substantial. A failed investment.