I've moved into the living room. The good news is my roomate is nice and offered to buy me apples from metro last night.
I've also started learning about the buddhism philosophy and the four noble truths. It has made me feel better about a lot of things, and taught me the importance of being mindful and aware of yourself. I'm thinking of trying meditation soon, but I feel like all these bad thoughts will come out and I won't be able to embrace them fully or let go of them.
This weekend I'll be in london, and next weekend I'll be in calgary. Last weekend I was in waterloo. 3 weekends ago I was in Victoria.
I saw my friends Kevin and Sunny this week, and it was a refreshing change.
I called my parents and they are at the hospital tending to my grandma. They gave me all the gory details, and I don't think I was ready to hear them. She is having trouble eating and they had to force-feed her and it's unclear if she'll get better at this point.