It’s december 3rd

 And a lot’s happened in the past few months. A lot. 

Canada post strike

Trump got re-elected

Things are still expensive

Another friend gone

Karaoke 2 times (3rd one coming up)

Met a new guy

Group therapy came and gone

November was the month of appointments. December so far has been the month of rest. 

Acid reflux

Travelled to hamilton and mtl amidst precipitous job and relationship situations

Back on EI i wonder if my life will be as tumultuous as my dad’s, who was also collecting EI between contracts at a time. 

Comedones and Coats

I feel like a pore that has been unclogged after a long time. The clog has been present for what feels like a long time. 

Unfortunately the pore must continue to be clogged until I extract the comedone.

Unfortunately. 

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This is a good opportunity to practice holding my emotions. 

For example, I can say: I just bought a new winter coat. It looks and feels amazing, and I love it. 

I feel strongly possessive towards…this coat. Similarly, I am cherishing this protective feeling. It’s like, “finally, I have the thing I want!”

But right now, it’s not yet cold enough to wear this coat. But I know that when the weather becomes colder, I will enjoy wearing it.